Being
Does the body house the memories Or are they only in the mind? Can I have someone else’s thoughts in my own head? A transplanted conscious warring against The flesh of self Perhaps reincarnation sometimes falters Between Two planes of existence And here we are. The Unbelongings Misfit renderings Incomplete And made with lost reference points File — Data — Not found Original source material lost My memories disjunct in a brain Or is it my body? Too ill A poor formation - hollow - like a snowman Or a scarecrow Or some other homunculus Even Frankenstein’s monster was in possession of more conscience and Consistency of character Than my volatile skin-avatar Does my consciousness crawl bug-like through my veins, under my porcelain skin through blue vessels like minuscule cracks beneath the surface? Or am I all that I am, locked inside this diseased mind tethered to a muscle, bound behind bone?
About the Poet:
M.O. Stewart currently resides in the woods of southern New Hampshire with her husband, their three children, the family cat, and a few rabbits. If she isn’t writing, she is likely making music, crocheting, crafting perfumes, baking, watching horror, or generally getting herself into some variety of unhinged mischief.
I love the depth, imagery and imagination of this piece. It really resonated for me. Great work!